A night with Silas

Last night Taylor and I kept Silas so Britney and Jason could go on a date. We always have TOO much fun. Silas rocked out in the backyard for a while for us. He has his own make believe stage and plays pretend guitar with a rake. I have a video that I hope to post later of that. It is too cute. We then made our way in the house after getting eaten alive by mosquito's. What the heck???? Aren't they supposed to go somewhere else in the fall :) We did lots of playing in his new room. It was a very fun night for both Taylor and I. Lots of laughing went on and that felt great. After I read him his books he said his prayers which ended with "Say hi to Mamie" I love to hear him talk about Mamie.

- Sarah

He likes to say "YaHOO"

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