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Time is flying by

I can't believe we are in the middle of October. Where in the world are the days going? Everything has been going pretty good around here. I have been super busy with work and Mamie's Poppy Plates. We had our second board meeting last night and were in a trade show a few weeks ago. We are getting such a great response.
The garden is blooming again and it is so beautiful. Taylor and I are planning on picking leaves up soon and I will take some pictures to share with you guys.
Dad and I met with the man down at the cemetery and got everything changed around. I can't even begin to tell you how much better I feel. He told us that the headstone should be moved by this Friday unless there is a funeral. I am keeping my fingers crossed. While we were down there Mamie's little wind chime was going crazy. :)
So many people have been asking me about where Taylor and I are with this whole trying to get pregnant thing... well all I can say is that we are still taking a break from the whole fertility stuff and SO happy we are. The stress that put us under was just silly. I mean how in the world do you think you are going to get pregnant being so stressed. Plus there was just no love there. We have been through enough already and having to show our face at the fertility clinic because we can't get pregnant. Ugh..... They never remembered us or what we were doing. I mean read a chart man. There were a few nice nurses but the majority seemed to be so unhappy with their jobs. Okay enough of that.....:) I have gone through so many emotions over these past couple of months. Over the summer I was completely at peace and thought maybe we just aren't supposed to have any other children. I was totally fine with it. Over the past couple of months that want for another child has grown so much in me. I have done lots of praying and asking God to just take that want out of me and he hasn't. I truly believe our time is just around the corner. I mean how could it not be? Right? :)
- Sarah

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  1. I agree. Your time is close. I can just feel it. We are all so anxious for you, so let us take some of that stress. Love you.

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  2. Right! I truly feel that when the time is right, God gives you what you need. It gets me through my doubtful days too. The phases will always come and go...that's the way healing is. And I think it's fantastic that you're letting go of the stress right now. Let go and let God. It's the smartest sentence ever uttered. Love you Buss!

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  3. I just love reading your blog. You know I feel exactly the way you do about that place. So, if you ever want information on the other, absolutely wonderful place, just let me know. Ha! (Praying you don't need it, but just in case) But for real....having doctors, nurses,lab techs, and office staff who know you and your story and remember you can actually make the whole fertility treatment thing much more pleasurable!! Praying for you.

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  4. Thanks Rae, hopefully I won't have to go back to a clinic but I will for sure give you a ring if so. You are going to Memphis right?

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  5. Yes, Memphis. It is Kutteh Ke Fertility Associates of Memphis. Dr. Ke is my doc and is wonderful!

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  6. I pray every day your time is right around the corner. You and Taylor deserve all the happiness this world has to offer. Love you sweet friend:)

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