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4 Months

Today Mamie would be 4mths old. I can't believe it has already been 4 months. It seems just like yesterday. It hasn't been the best day for me but the beautiful weather sure has helped. Taylor and I just got back from visiting Mamie's grave. We were so surprised when we arrived and someone had put a pumpkin there for her. I burst into tears... how speical to know that there are still so many thinking about our sweet baby girl. I have been thinking about how everyone has been taking their kids to the pumpkin patch and how we would be doing that if she was with us. Whoever brought her that pumpkin we want to thank you so much. It means the world to us.

We love you Mamie and miss you so very much.

-Sarah

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  1. brown eyed bloggOctober 25, 2009 at 7:06 PM

    that gave me chills!!!!!

    sarah, we are so happy with my bridal portraits!

    but mainly, we had a blast with you! please please please remember this verse, i think of it all the time when i think of you.....hang in there

    "I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. psalm 27:13"

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  2. AnonymousOctober 25, 2009 at 8:57 PM

    You don't know me. I read your blog. You are in my heart. Rest in our Lord's arms and let Him take care of you. I love you in Christ.

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  3. Kera Ables PhotographyOctober 25, 2009 at 10:10 PM

    We just had Joshua's 5th Birthday it is so hard to imagine. My little man would have been starting school soon and that IS hard to beleive. There will be days when you thank the lord for all of these sad days. You will NEVER change these events that have taken place, but it is all in his grand plan and timing. I think of all the mom's like us who long for that one more moment with our angels. We felt them move and heard their heart beats. They were and are and always will be a large part of out lives. I am so glad I had the chance to be Joshua's mom. Though nothing evern "makes it better" be glad and rejoice in the lord for the moments you had with her when you were one.
    My 3 year old just told me she was a beautiful angel baby like his bubba!

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  4. KatieOctober 27, 2009 at 12:31 AM

    Sarah ~ My heart is so heavy for you. I am so sad we don't have our precious baby girls. Mamie is beautiful!

    I have just been reading over your blog, and I have felt the same exact feelings. I love that you are able to go into Mamie's nursery. It helps me to be in Reese's nursery, too.

    Sarah, I wish I could make your pain go away because I know how terrible it is. I pray you have a peaceful night and that GOD's new mercies carry you tomorrow.

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